Today, my sister sent me this picture of me, whic she found as she reminisced about the birth of her now 17-year-old daughter. When I looked at the photo, I noticed a sadness in my eyes, perhaps even a glossiness from the pain medications I was taking due to significant medical issues. Despite being younger then, I genuinely appreciate the life I have now; it truly shines through in my appearance these days. My eyes sparkle, and my smile is no longer forced. Back then, the only joy in my life came from my son. However, he needed me less as he grew older, and I yearned for another child. At just 34, holding my new niece sparked memories of my longing for a baby, but that was not meant to be for me; a year later, I underwent a complete hysterectomy. The idea of finding the love of my life felt like an impossible dream. I had lost all hope in genuinely being in love. I also was working a job I loathed, often crying during my commute. My body was riddled with pain, and my heart felt broken. At this time, I had yet to discover my passion for art, which ultimately became my refuge during tough times. Now, I am truly living a life beyond my imagination. I have found a man who is not only my greatest love but also my best friend and the most extraordinary person I have ever known. Every day is an adventure filled with so much to look forward to. Life is now easy, fun, peaceful, and filled with love. I wouldn't change anything about my past; it all led me to this incredible moment. However, if I could, I would whisper to that young woman that everything would turn out beautifully.
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